Life's Tribunals

Good morning world . It's been a while since I have written anything as I have been busy . My work keeps me preoccupied both mentally and physically. I swear I must have lost about ten pounds by now . 

First off let me start by saying that there is a difference between going through something and understanding it and it's full complexity Mentally, Physically and Emotionally. It is easy to empathize with someone and try and help them but not easy to grasp at situations one person has not been through. At least that is my take on rational towards empathy.This of course dose not mean that you can't hear people out or hold their hands. 

Okay so here is my first story .I am with someone new now and have been for a little while. I am not sure how this person truly deep down in their heart feels . I am no expert on ladies . If anything I am socially inept . More of a intervert then a extrovert. My emotions are clear but my thoughts never clear to anyone. Sometimes this gets in the way . I show love by sponatious actions and words that are more suggestive. Alot of the time this is not so easy . Some times I have to point out the reference and they still don't get it and I give up . However this is not what I intended to get at . How do you truly know if the person you love truly feels the same way or is just saying they love you under convince? Specifically when you talk to them on the phone and text back and forth getting to know one another.?. Is it the suddelty in her voice that shows emotional distance? Is it something else maybe in text ? How do you have this kind of conversation  with someone knowing that the doubts I have are there ? Well knowing that if it is false doubt it may hurt her ? . Do I keep it to myself and countine on like I don't have them ? As you can see this is what is going through my head when it comes to this girl . Keep in mind she has a busy life to and responsibilities which I get and accept. 

I ask you the people. What would you do ? How would you approach this ? 

Otherwise I have someone I care about going into long term care facilities .A relitive whom dose not think much of me but I admire how said relitive has led their life. Full and complete with no regrets. I wish I had that kind of mentality!. As this person truly live's the remaining years of their lives I remember all the fun times we had together as family and know that when time stops in it's place for them and they have moved on to be with their respective relitives and partner they will not be alone in spirit . 

The other part of this is the organization and planning that goes into paying for and legal papers is insanity. Did you know here in Canada it costs 1400 $ a month as a base rate to do this . I'm saying you better have a good pention or savings cause this shit is expensive. 

Being who I am . I always get stuck with reaserch and planning. *Sigh*. 

Last but not least . To those who feel like life is hard and they can't do things alone . Swallow your pride and ask for help !. Rome was never build by one man but slaves who worked together . Regardless of the slaves status they worked together and helped each other to succeed and through out history there are many stories were people who have nothing then gave to those who have vary little . Rather be their time ,their belongings or a voice . The rich historicly and currently did nothing and used fear and military Engagement to force this upon the people and still do around the world . You may not have a force that vast forcing you to give in to lifes pressures but phycoloicly​ speaking pride can have the same effect. Can be self destructive and be a persons own prison and their down fall . I guess what I am trying to say is . .. Whatever is troubling you know you have a voice which can make a difference not only in your life but in others . Don't be afraid to speak ! 

Sincerely

The Canadian Frost