Why?

Good afternoon everyone.

I have just come back from a long trip from the Kootenays in BC. A relitive whom I do care about is in hospital terminally ill with a tumor. Spent lots of time and money getting there only to be turned away by family. Meaning I could not say good bye because of supposed wishes that the relitive made . Note my wording above.  I seriously wanted to knock them both out and go see said relitive anyway however who am I to deny a dieing man his wishes. I was and still am pissed off . Another relitive wanted to try and talk to me and my brother warned her to leave it be . He was right ! . I don't need it nor would I accept it . I would probably tell them to wall away and if they persist I would tell them to fuck off . I am a grown man who understands his own emotions and can handle my own problems. I get she was probably trying to avoid dealing with the fact a family member is going to die as a means of escape. However that's not how I was raised . I was raised to face things , acknowledge life's troubles . I do not play games with serious issues. Granted I can be cold hearted to others however it's not personal. It's simply that it's easier that way and prevents unnecessary bull shit . If people get in their feelings to bad . I am not responsible for you . You are responsible for your actions and behaviour. 

I will say this also clearly. If I ever find out that I was kept away from my relative whom is dieing in hospital and it was not his dieing wishes there will be no amount of people or objects or distance that will stop me from truly rasing Hell upon them . We spent 8 hrs in a car driving down there and was turned away even though they knew before hand early in the morning which pisses me off even more as we would have turned around and not wasted our time . We all took time off work as well meaning we lost money that way to but let's be honest it is not about money but common respect between family members. Family is family! 

On another note as per the girl who decided to fuck off on me and possibly cheat while we were working on our relationship. Please fuck off and never talk to me again. I hope you find peace and love but that will never happen the way your going. Cheating on every man you go out with and when confronted with it block them from everywhere. Have a nice life cheating price of crap . 

Well it's off to work for me . Have a great day everyone and Happy Canada day.